Higher ground definition of love:
„Love is the wish to do good unto others“
Then, in between, I had my lightful moments of recognizing how I was being carried along, and I wrote a letter of gratitude to Esu, which obviously came a bit unexpected to him. I got a letter back from him which I decided to share with the public (after having kept it hidden in my box of verbal jewels in privat), so that the ones with an awareness to understand may get the vibration of love on a higher ground.
18th February 2016
Eve:
Esu, I just wanted to tell you what joy it was to me reading all your love messages to me, during the recent years of our relationship. It really made me feel „reality“ and the „truth“ behind.
I had to laugh hard when I read that „drunken“ conversation with you … I’m really giving you a hard time every now and then. All in all you have been constantly showing me what love is and that there can be something like a safe room in a relationship between two individuals. I admit, I still must be working on being this safe room for you, while you have always sheltered me.
Looking back through my scripts the thing what takes me most is, how many times we thought it would not be long any more until the big rip, our reunification of civilizations, etc. … and still we are turning our holding x before touchdown. But it’s amazing, that your image does not fade – it’s getting more and more alive, sharp, detailed, touchable. And it seems I’m able to understand the deepness of love Adama keeps for his beloved Eve and creation as the highpriest of hearts.
The time from your showing up at the edge of my bathtub (my first intense encounter with Esu) until the point we are now seems to be long but short at the same time, compared to the time when no aware contact was possible. But it was intense, you have been my stronghold in crisis after crisis and I want to speak out clearly that I’m more than aware of that. Literally, all of me loves all of you. To have this in my awareness is truely the greatest gift to me, enough reasons to be grateful to the highest and blessed, all over.
From time to time I felt disabled to feel at all, and this took the colors away from my life. But the colors succeeded to come back to me out of the „blue“ of your eyes, floating me with endless skies and unlimited celestial spheres. And the eternal flame of my love which had been dimmed nearly to disappear was shining and burning brightly again, you simply made it happen that the basic fabrics of love – groundwork of this universe – strengthened the bond to you again, to give evidence to the untearable nature of love in Christ, once the seed has started to grow.
I have not always had words to express the nature of my emotions, but you can even read between the lines of my unspoken expression. Thank you, Esu, for being to me what you are. Yours forever in service, Eve.
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My beloved and prescious Eve, this is Esu.
I have been sitting silently, stunningly listening to the verbal jewelery you offer to me so unexpectedly.
The surprise was perfect and my soul lights up flooded by your love. Our sacred heart room seems to be lit by thousands of candles, flooded by celestial music and offspring of the Central Universe being in light and life, even coming from the island of paradise.
This world will not go down as long as there’s beings on it melded in the pure love of the universal creator. The energetic shape of love like this forms the architecture of holy geometry, cathedral-like rising into the eternal shpheres and multiplying itself by sharing.
I will carefully put the diamonds of your loving expression as a sacrament upon the holy altar of my heart and blissfully watch the fields around me turning into fields of gold .
Yours forever in service, Esu.
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